To my Onee-chan

Dear Jess/love/sister/Onee-chan,

      I hope this reaches you in a good condition as I would be terribly said if it didn't. I'm writing this to tell you how much you mean to me, really. I know you find it hard to believe that I love you, and find it even harder to feel as if you deserve it. No one should have to 'deserve' love. You shouldn't have to do anything to earn it. Just like having friends. It just happens. I consider myself incredibly lucky and blessed to find a friend in you. It really was a good choice to continue talking to you. Even if MSN gave us problems at first. And I'm glad you trusted me enough to give me your yahoo email.
      As for the fights, I'm terribly sorry. I shouldn't try to control your life and I really shouldn't have tried. I'm not good at apologizing as I try to avoid the situations where I would have to. I can only say I'm sorry. For everything.
      I saw a like link on facebook once. How we used to have two faces, four eyes, two mouths and so on, but were split in half so that for the rest of our lives, we would have to search for our other halves. I can't say you're that half, but I can say you're half of that half. Now all I gotta do is find the other half...
      I don't show it all that often, but every time you get on yahoo, I get terribly happy. And terribly sad whenever you're not. It's hard to explain, and I'm not going to try as I'm sure I would do a terrible job. I seem to be using that word a lot...
      When I was in middle school, I got a present from an ex-friend. That present was a Bible. I don't know why she gave it to me. I won't use it. But I still have it. It's sitting in a drawer in my dresser. I can't seem to let it go. I guess my sister was right, I am a pack rat.
      I would tell you not to buy Fable 3 as I want to get it for you. As a Christmas gift. I know I'll forget though. Horrible memory. I would also include numerous drawings of your favorite anime characters. Just to show you how much you mean to me and to pay you back for always being there. There's also stories. All the Draco fluff you could ever want, with your OC. And maybe a George/Fred fic, too. Because, let's face it, you deserve it. And just because I can.
      Oh dear, I'm running out of room...if I said all I wanted to about you, I would run out of room in no time. As it is, I'll simply say this:

I LOVE YOU, AND ALWAYS WILL. EVEN AFTER I DIE.

Love,

Your Kathy/love/Onee-chan